car crashing dreams

i speak of you like i dont know you
but my heart you know so well
id choose to turn away and run
before it strikes the alarm bells

no traces, forgetful faces
hurried footsteps out the door
i need no recollection
i need not know anymore

car crashing dreams
my childhood fears released
im raw and opened but soon ill be free
for your word lives within me

i skipped church again today
i tried to fight and disobey
i thought thats what my being wanted
id rather choose to go astray

I tried so hard to be different
With a smirk on my face it’ll show
But when the glamour stops and the lights turn down
The nagging loneliness draws cold

Car crashing dreams
My childhood fears released
Im raw and opened but soon ill be free
For your word lives within me

my stomach sickens when i think of you,
i try to hide my fears
for my inner complexities you know so well
my inner being you've drawn near

you knew me in my mothers womb
you know me oh so well
i cannot deal with your mighty Grace
straight to my knees i fell

Car crashing dreams
My childhood fears released
Im raw and opened but soon ill be free
For your word lives within me