i want an andrew

oh darn it. i just checked the weather forecast and it isnt going to rain.. :( that means i've got to teach swimming. gah, i'm such a bum.

speaking of which, i was talking to Mohan last night over a couple of beers and he was like, hey, you're not too bad for a bummer. you've practically got 3 jobs, not including diving! i was like, hey, you're quite right. i never thought of it that way actually. haha! but the even funnier thing, i still dont have the money to alot of things i want to do. stubborn am i to not have sent a single resume since i've left, i'm not giving up just yet. bum i shall!

i just watched bicentenial man, totally ruined my entire afternoon because i didnt get any work done. i planned for a day worth of emails and research to get things up and going but i guess its not going to happen because i have to run out to teach swimming. ah. God send some rain.

i even woke up early to finish up the book for mom to stop bugging me. after a night full of drinks at the pit and a bottle of wine we had in the room over doritos and babybel cheese, i still managed to crawl out of bed. not because i had quite the high speed chase of a dream and was shocked awake, but because i had to. speaking of which, it was weird. it felt so real. i dreamt that i was driving off the edge of a highway at super high speeds... the car flew up and i knew i was going to crash head straight. it was even more real than the times í've driven home half asleep thinking that i was dreaming. thank God. not the kind of dreams that you'd want to get every night, but i must say i might have shed some pounds with all the extra brain activity going on up there.

sigh, i want an andrew...... if you've watched bicentenial man, you'd know exactly how i feel......