slits for eyes

getting thru work today was hard. when they say that your eyes are windows to your soul, i cannot thank God enough for the microscopic slits he has blessed me with. my eyelids played hard at being the shield today. it was so hard, oh so hard.

i am so tired. i dont want to feel like this anymore. and its depressing to know that things have to be that way. "...so with motivation comes hope..." i'll work on that. i really will. just dont give up on me yet.