i hate loving you

with love comes expectations.
with expectations comes disappointments.
with disappointments comes anger.
with anger comes frustration.
with frustration comes depression.
with depression comes desperation.
with desperation comes necessity.
with necessity comes motivation.
with motivation comes hope.
with hope comes peace.
with peace comes satisfaction.

so when someone asked is love really necessary? shouldnt we just fuck it all? i'd say it is. but i'm not saying its a journey through a bed of roses for the thorns that come with its beauty will stab you hard.

it is so fucking difficult to love unconditionally. i dont know how the hell God does it.