bring the rain

i woke up this morning with a msg from loo. and its nice to wake up to her daily morning msges. yes, she is that hardworking a friend. :) and i appreciate every bit of that babe, even though 80% of the time i dont reply to it. haha :)

i reread what i wrote last night, mulled over it for a bit, and was thankful that no damage was done to anyone at the very least. just for the record, no one walked in last night, so no shreds to sweep up this morning. alls good i guess.

people fail you all the time. its almost a part of human nature. its like this ingrained element within our souls to fail others. more often than not, to fail the people you love and care about the most. its as if we were designed with an innate ability to take things for granted, whether we choose to or not. i got hurt, i slept thru it. i'm picking up the pieces and i'm moving on. it really isnt that big a deal really. its how you choose to react that mattered. i chose to blow up. even though i know i'd be perfectly fine with it. i wasnt angry that it happened, but more so that you totally disregard how i'd feel even though i've told you not to. you left me disappointed. you let me walk away angry, again, but how can i blame you, we're only human.

So I pray
"Bring me joy, bring me peace
Bring the chance to be free
Bring me anything that brings You glory
And I know there'll be days
When this life brings me pain
But if that's what it takes to praise You
Jesus, bring the rain"
(mercy me)

ease my aching heart Lord, nurse my hurting soul.
teach me to forgive, and help me to let go.
hold my hand and cradle me as i let you take control
ease my aching heart Lord, help me love him whole.