ramblings

ive been quite happy lately. the fact that i havent done much work all week is keeping me up and running. haha. i dont fall back into bed in exhaustion every night anymore. i seem to be able to catch the sun setting the past few days as opposed to the late nights ive been selling my life to.

i cant wait for the week to be over. then the race, and then the couple more days before i fly to sabah. not that i'm really looking forward to being there, but getting away does seem enticing. i need the fresh air and wildlife and just the whole new environment to dwell in and..i dont know..equalise. haha, for a lack of a better word.

i'm still quite sore and bitter about being left behind while the rest troop out into the open sea over the weekend. while im left here in singapore running my retarded ostrich chase amidst selfpitying and remorse. very melodramatic huh. i could be worse and whine about it. in fact, i have been. which pretty much ended up with ruthless jacking from the insensitive lot who will be gleefully skipping their way over to mersing. sipping piping hot kambing soup at kota tinggi, and enjoying the fact that it is so much easier to wake everyone up for a dawn dive..why? oh..because gloria aint there. thanks guys, really. thank you so much for sharing my pain.

i finally managed to get a reply from the lakayan resort. its fully booked out! argh!! its insane how popular diving has become. hearing how tioman, dayang, perhentian, redang's all booked out over the next couple of weeks is scary enough. oh damnit.. why like that..boo hoo :( come on!

now we're either headed back to TARP marine park in KK or not dive at all.. save me somebody. gloria needs her seawater :(