hot bod's hot bod

oh my ass. my feet are gonna fall off. i cant stop doing ankle rotations because theyre that sore. it seemed like eternity, i thought i had ran forever. and forever only amounted to 10.5km. darn. im very upset. i came home really happy after my 1hour45mins run. doing my 5km run and 1.5km swim now seems way easier. i dont feel as tired, my lungs seem to be able to adapt better.

but, butt....

on the bright side, ive never even came close to completing 10.5km before! i used to be extremely pleased with 5km. technically speaking, i should be twice as happy! but its weird, hmm. id give myself credit that [haha, this is hilarious, i was reading through to edit and i cant believe i wrote this..i am starvinggggg!! haha] i actually got my ass off the chair at 2am in the morning and went for lunch. [hur hur] and not to mention how i had to tie my arms in imaginary knots while everyone feasted on fongseng's nasilemak after diving just now. and while i sat, silently, sipping my tea, i made a bet with myself. that if i did more than 10 this week, id sign up for standchart's 21. and yes, honestly, all the psychoing that bapok killed me with last night, and a heavy dose of lance armstrong's bedtime stories have paid off.

looks to me now that ive got a half marathon to train for! :)

yay!

i'm actually happy!

this morning was horrible. i got myself out of bed at 8, had breakfast and somehow or another dug my face back under the sheets. gloria and no sleep is like beer with no wheat. no way man, i just couldnt lug myself to finance class feeling so absolutely awful and deprived of my beauty sleep.

and somehow, that got me extremely cranky. apart from whatever happened last night, i got annoyed by how lazy i was becoming. i should expect more, shouldnt i. damn it.

i got myself to holland to meet cat for some finance and i bumped into bry!! and suddenly, things started to flip itself around. all this self-induced emoness wasnt getting me anywhere. and it was soooooooooooooo uber good seeing him after wayyy toooo longggg.. cant wait till i finally find the time to meet up with him and have a good long bitch talk. surprises strangely makes your day, really it does.

ben and dre came, and despite how mad i was with him, i just couldnt bring myself to shun him away. he's like my comfort zone. ive realised, bens just not someone i can live without.

awwwwwwwwwww, i hear? fine, enough with the soap opera.

so, dre suggested we do dinner early. and ben, filled with his ever random surges of cravings, decided that we'd have 60over ish bucks of xiaolongbao. judging that one long of 4 baos costs roughly 4bucks plus tax, thats like almost 15 freaking longs man! haha!

roddy, i had tea ok! just to made sure you knew. hur hur.

but xiaolongbao was goooood. and that was that, dinner. im starting to eat like a rabbit man. blah!

theory was easypeasy for diving. wilson got us the customised log book with our previous dive trip's group photo on the ride back. sweet. was fun meeting up with all my old instructors. and even funnier watching the openwater peeps swim around in RSYC's tank like swimming pool. haha. i still havent even gotten to mr. hot bod yet.

so theory finished quick. unlike basic, we took only an hour. so vincent and i decided to watch them while we crashed course on them rigging up. and yes, id admit, to also check our fellow divemates out for this trip. hur. its cool that we're getting converted to a live on board. sweet man. and not having to top up for it just makes it even better.

so vince and i did a scan and i spotted mr hot bod! while he lamented endlessly about the huge lack of girls on this trip. haha. it was so funny. hot bod's bod's hot man. i can so imagine rod nudging me to look. oooooh.

now i really cant wait to dive. i feel bad about leaving kenneth to fend for himself all alone. but he'll do fine. he's a big boy. and he's got happy lolli to protect him. haha. and most of all, he's got hot bod for company. hur hur. i likeeee...

i can almost sense it, tioman's gonnna be crazzzzzzzzzzzzyyyyyyyyyyyyy. i cant wait!