lethargism

bleah. ive been so lethargic of late. its strange, and ive been eating/sleeping well. like i dont do crazy hours of not sleeping anymore. save that for the exams. urgh, i just wanna stay home to rot.

we were all supposed to head down to meiwei's after dinner at tiongbahru, but between travelling without a car all the way down to thompson compared to my 2min cab ride home with jia, i obviously chose the latter. though i could almost feel their hands wrapping around my neck, my tiredness literally compelled me to go home instead.

bahh, maybe camps are sapping up too much of my energy. and there isnt enough time to recharge before the next camp. ive gotta go into jbac tmr to help belay kids. bleah, im hoping i dont suddenly doze off and send my kid plunging down from the challenge ropes. hhaha. owell, God give me superman strength tmr. i would so need it. thankfully, mom's kind enough to lend me the car tmr. im forseeing a load of housework ahead of me. owell, tmrs campfire better be worth my trouble.

i just splurged 120bucks at zara today. im so screwed for the month. i swear women are designed with a genetic disorder called the ISS. otherwise known as the impulsive shopping syndrome. ive been talking for months about getting a pair of oaks or a new guitar stand, or freeweights, or a thickass feather down or a holiday even, for ages and ages long. and i oh so easily splurge when i see that wicked 4letter word stuck on every glass window of every other store. bahhh. save me.

im so gonna retreat to jbac or labpark for the next month or so to shut myself out from the outside world. hur hur. gloria gloria..