WARNING: madwoman gloria on the loose

i just wished things could be better. i've been so moody of late, i think everyone's afraid to hang out with me, in fear of pissing me off.

just the other day, when i tried to donate blood again with roddy, and got rejected, again, i got so so upset. i mean, i really really wanted to. but they just keep rejecting me! urgh, my bloody unhealthy body. better buck up and produce better blood if not im gonna start shoving supplements down my throat. bah!

then after we got out, we saw a pretty open top sports car. and rod went, hey! thats an MRS, but its a really lousy car tho. then i screamed out, "YOURE DRIVING A REALLY LOUSY CARRRRR!!!!" and the guy turned and glared. haha.

then we went down to meet the rest at cafe iguana and got really irritated at how they couldnt decide on where to go again. and since no one really wanted to drink, we went down to holland for ice cream. it really wasnt necessary getting irritated since our sole motive of going down was to check the 30year old guy that yiting was dating, out. seemed like an interesting chap, well at least that was what i thought... at first.

drove down to holland and while having icecream, i kept making an extra effort to talk to that 30year old dude. i mean, its only nice for someone to step out of the circle to invite you in right. to make you feel at ease. and that ass of a guy couldnt even be bothered. it was so patronising. call yourself a swimming coach. yeah right! you dont even have the appropriate PR skills to even be one. i mean, if its that torturing to hang out with us, why even bother? i dont even fucking care about you, and i still bothered, you should at the very least try to do the same. screw you, you ass.

so thats that. he still pisses me off everytime i mention him to anyone. i shocked everyone when i started screaming, "fail fail fail! what a rude ass!" the moment he took like 10 steps away from the table. ahah!

and then we got down to nus. and tried waiting till 4am for some macs breakfast. that was an hour and a half of idling around. considering that i havent slept for 32hours, then, i could really use some. but we chose to wait it out for breakfast. it was kinda fun though. till everyone got way cranky. urgh. it was crazy. havent been as pissed off in a day as i did that day. think i almost rammed the bangla dude down when he tried to cross my path when the lights turned green. though i probably freaked bapok and rod out even more. hur hur.

so frisbee on sat went ok. but it started off with me feeling absolutely alienated. never liked having to join my sisters friends for stuff. i wouldnt be known as gloria. its as if my identity would be immediately striked off and everyone would simply call me gracie's sister. like helllo, i have a freaking name. you could at the very least, acknowledge it.

kentridge park was fun, then we were back at nus again. then jay took my car to let szejia drive. i mean, i wouldnt mind the least bit if he was sober. him driving on a regular day would already equvilate to a typical drunk reckless driver. what more when he's drunk. argh. i got reallly really annoyed. im sure it wouldnt have bothered me if it were any other day. like i said, i was moody and irritable. cant blame me for that. i have pre-warned.

i so need a week full of sleep once exams are over and done with. ive had approx. 6 hours of sleep since thurs. i obviously need more, before i scald someone with boiling hot water for brushing past my arm, or something like that. you know what i mean. urgh. i need christine.