Hair for Hope

so ive been asking endlessly whether i should do it or not. its been going for a week. and im coming close to getting ditched by the boyfriend and disowned by my dad. whats with guys and long hair. its killing me i swear. i havent even spoken to ben for 2 days!

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ive always wanted to do something like that. cant they just understand. i mean, so what if i do shave. hair will grow. big deal. or are you embarrassed to be seen out with a bald girlfriend? too bad then, deal with it. if not, ditch me if you must.

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i hate being controlled. i mean, dealing with a set of parents is bad enough, i honestly dont need another dad or mom.

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and with ben being superultracrazily pissed at me, its making me feel like doing it even more. ive warned him, piss me off and im going bald.

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pop tried to convince me otherwise saying its stated in the bible that you cant do it. like yeah right pop, nice try:

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1st corinthians 11
3Now I want you to realize that the head of every man is Christ, and the head of the woman is man, and the head of Christ is God. 4Every man who prays or prophesies with his head covered dishonors his head. 5And every woman who prays or prophesies with her head uncovered dishonors her head—it is just as though her head were shaved. 6If a woman does not cover her head, she should have her hair cut off; and if it is a disgrace for a woman to have her hair cut or shaved off, she should cover her head. 7A man ought not to cover his head,[b] since he is the image and glory of God; but the woman is the glory of man. 8For man did not come from woman, but woman from man; 9neither was man created for woman, but woman for man. 10For this reason, and because of the angels, the woman ought to have a sign of authority on her head.

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haha, think he just shot himself in the foot. though christine did point out the part where "the head of the woman is man". so am i supposed to be listening to ben? hate it when the bible gets so absolutely sexist. bahh!

i mean, its not as if im doing this to go against ben. i do respect him, but shouldnt he do the same? i dont see what he has to lose if i were to shave bald. and besides, he should have expected it from the start that getting involved with me means a rollercoaster of extremes. i'm not the typical guniang girl. if he had wanted that, he shouldnt have left chong for me. too bad, you made your choice.

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honestly, i dont even have to listen. im not seeking your consent, nor approval, i just need your support. if my own mother can be so supportive, shouldnt my boyfriend be at the very least half of that? urgh!

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i need this. its my form of liberation. i need to shave.

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so theres that. now on a lighter note, whos in? misery always loves company. or should i say in this case, rebellion always loves company. haha. anyone?