rain, fall on me

i hate the rain. its really getting to me and i dont know why. im suddenly feeling all lonely and depressed. :( its been raining all day. we didnt even get much packing/moving done. ive got too much on my to-do list. the house barely looks like a home anymore. everythings everywhere. and everyones out. im stuck home with a broken toe. urgh. and ive got so much to write about the past few weeks. about both camps. about the wedding. the night at the swiss. about moving. about disappearing people. about old friends. about how i havent started christmas shopping. or just about how the whole christmas thing hasnt even hit me yet. about christines baptism. about how i havent gotten my best friend her 21st present yet. about how i hate the fact that ive got too much to rant about and too little time/motivation to get it all churned out. i need company. misery loves company. and right now, i am that misery. anyone wants to be my company?