monday night FEVER

urgh. im sick. i havent had a fever since..since..well.. since! i can barely remember being stuck in bed all day. how dreadful. and according to the new strepsils i bought, i should have chesty cough. big chest, big cough. haha. lionel, you wanted me to bring you apart of msia back right? stand in front of me and ill cough some up. hah.

so camp's over. rather upsetting. camp turned out better than i had expected. in a spiritual sense that is. i mean, GMC youth camps have ALWAYS been good. never once disappointed. games/programmes were always amazing. but i dont think ive ever seen God move through a camp like he did, this one. i mean, yeah, the whole spiritual high thing obviously has hit me. but its different. different from the other camps. being prayed for, being touched by the holy spirit, its just totally unlike the other times. this time demands more than just a spiritual high, a mere feeling. it demands a change, truly a love so amazing so divine, demands my soul, my life, my all.

with that said. i think i'd better start going back for youth. screw whatever i said before camp, nobody is perfect, really.