byebye zoo :(

i still cant believe what a sucker i am for company. to forgo a chance like this to work in a zoo, with animals, and kids. man! why didnt i go! :( i mean, i was all set. i even had my bag packed. no, wait, that aint amazing enough. i even WOKE UP for it. had breakfast with ben at 8 and was all set to flag a cab down to mandai. why oh why :( why didnt i go.

i mean, what a cool job offer! even lionel said i should have gone, to find out what my purpose in life is. haha. whether i was really cut out to be steve irwin the second. haha. ah, something along those lines. and darn it. why didnt i go :( boo. pretty upsetting. it was a camp facilitator job for a the biweekly childrens camp they hold at the zoo. you even get to rough it out at the night safari in 4man tents!! urgh. why didnt i goo...... :(

screw it.

im very very upset. bahh.