that sex in the city moment

maybe ive been watching a tad too much tv lately. sex in the city to be specific. but you cannot deny sarah jessica parker. or the guy that she was dating. nope. virtually impossible. its almost a moral sin! but before i go down that track of endless debate, ive been having sparks of random lightbulb moments the past few weeks. exactly in a way that if i could immediate switch scenes like they do on tv, i''ll be in front of a laptop furiously typing away. i should write more, really. and maybe going away might just stir that up in me somehow.

so i'm sitting here at the budget terminal. not entirely stolked about the fact that i'm leaving in 45mins. maybe the trip was a little too abrupt. or maybe im just not feeling it yet. like when we were in Manila for the hat tournament 2 years back and bapok and i kept lamenting about how it still felt very singapore. maybe i just need to see some vast open fields and poverty or immerse myself in the endless beauty of Gods creation then will i start to sense the difference.

its come to a point where it feels weird sitting out at some unearthly hour of the night having a McMuffin alone. its depressing. Macs at 5am is nostalgic and will work its strange effect on me whether i'd like it to or not. speaking of which, the hash brown is still staring funny at me. i'm quite tempted to hand it out to the bunch of wailing kids next to me.

i should go in before i get distracted with shopping inside again and end of missing my flight. and NO! for the record, that wasnt the reason why we missed our flight to Manado the previous time around. or the time where i arrived 7mins before the flight departed on my way to KK. hurhur, my travel stories are endless. i've already had huge issues with Tiger airways last night and i must remember to write in to scream about it. the body and brain refused to budge when i was at the counter this morning though the planned attack and ammunition was all laid neatly out in front of me to fire away. lets do this the formal way. lets see what happens, lets see what this trip will bring forth.

just so you'd know, this is the first trip ever i'm buying travel insurance. haha. here goes, gloria!