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a part of me believes that im slowly allowing my cat to rot away along with itsgiant foot. i was actually too lazy to get out of bed and to the vets today again. sigh, my poor baby. i didnt think it was THAT terrible till i got down and picked(or tried to, at least) him up. he was in so much pain he somehow managed to flump out of my arms and onto the floor. like splat on the floor. that poor boy. sigh, and he lostso muchweight and fur! :(

tmr will be better.

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wassupposed to cover grace's shift today, but really didnt feel like i was up to it. had darned diarrhea and itwas getting me all grouchy and uncomforatble. and i really needed to start packing for the big move! boo. i ended up running errands. stuff that should have been done a long time ago. like getting my specs and charger fixed. and going christmas deco shopping withmom. though i still dontfeel christmasy as yet, itwill come,soon. well, itd better. i used to rav about how christmas is comingin like endoct. im justnot feeling it!:(

wayne msged today. it was really weird, and random. it went something like doingdinner tonight coz dads holding a training for camp, ie hes coming overto my place. i mean, it really has been a tad too long. mixed emotions i guess. or at the very least, i didnt know how i should be feeling anyway. ive morphed into a disappearance phobic. too many people stepping in and out of my life. impt people that is. cant take it. andireally dontlikeit.

since i was out running errands with mom, by the time i got home, wayne had already been at vivo for over an hour. got my ass runinng down to vivo. and since i called bryan down too, we ended up all having dinner together. sent wayne off to my place and we went to check movies out. i have absolutely no idea how they had giantplans for vivo's GV and yet show nothing! i mean, 15 cinemas showing just 4shows? thats ridiculous. whatever. went toys r us crazy instead. fun. and i still wanna get that cool water helmet toy thingy bryan was showing me. haha!

found some random cafe milk bar thing and chilled. im sure they called it a milk bar for a reason, and further more showedus amenu jammed packed with superb milk shakes. like that choc cheesecake milk shake. ooh. bryan, when that finally is available, we'd go have like ten of those ok. hur hur. they ended up serving only beer and vanilla milkshake. darn it. was ok i guess. owell.

got back and found wayne with pop. not surprised. bet he was doing his infamous character analysis thing. bryan and i conveniently left him stranded. hur.

i liked tonight. i liked the fact that ive refound this old new friend and that there isnt that inch of awkwardness even after7 years. sweet. heres to more, im darn surethere will be ;)