pain in the spain

i cant believe what happened through the past few days. its been rather insane actually, thinking back. i will do a good update, but later on that.

just finished a bottle of wine. urgh..its ridiculously cold today. hit 8 degrees when it poured earlier on. my knee's been aching. stayed home the entire day resting and all. its been good. i love trips with no rush.

so you're coming down to paris tmr. honestly speaking, im rather nervous. hope it'll be good. i mean, i know we'll have fun. but maybe a part of me hopes for more. to get back to what we were before. and i know it seems almost impossible. but hey, u were once my best friend. we'd work this out somehow, if ure willing.

u seem so different now. im certain, however, that the jane i know is still very much the same inside. but who knows what ure like now, on the outside. i still remember our days at your place. now we're all grown up. its quite incredible. and i dont wanna forsake this friendship for the distance between us. in every possible sense it meant.

more wine for me. till i get sleepy.

its 2.50euros for a bottle of cabarnet sauvignon merlot. yum. and ive got brie sweating it out on the marble table. id love for a nice long update. dont think the fingers will wanna coperate at this unearthly hour. wished it was better. the photos better load. darn camera. :(