back in the UK

now im all alone. jane just went back to birmingham in the morning. we had to brave the strong winds early in the morning when we walked to her metro station. i wore like a thick winter jacket. haha. its the usual morning thing. everything always seems fridge like early in the morning.

its a little weird. i keep getting mixed vibes from her. one moment she's all crazy about me going to the UK and amsterdam, and the next, shes like, maybe you should change your train ticket. i dont know. im just hoping its because of the exam that she hasnt studied for thats making her feel this way. i dont want to have to go and make her feel obligated about housing/entertaining me when she's got a ton of other stuff to do. i dont know.

im not saying that the past few days hadnt been good. its been awesome. maybe it'll be good if i starting expecting a little less. it should work out better.

i just had coco pops and jans tom yam cup noodles. everyones out picnic-ing at some tennis open that they bought tickets for and thought i'd be busy with jane. so im all alone at home.

whatever.

screw it.