Monday, April 17, 2006

S.uch E.ediots

this is ridiculous. how dare you disregard my existence like that. its so annoying. i mean, just because i've resigned, doesnt mean you've got the warrant to treat me like your slave. honestly, if given the choice, id rather leave immediately. but you had better pay me. and no, i wont get lazy on this matter, i wouldnt procrastinate. coz its you im bringing down, trust me, i will do it well.

i've never deemed myself as a vengeful person. and its amazing how much a company can bring out in you. yea, ive learnt my fair share of lessons. but ive also learnt not to be pushed over by you. the more you lash out at me, the firmer i will stand and make my last few days in this company memorable, not just for myself, but for you. that you will learn too, that the world does not revolve around you and your poohs, that just because you raise your voice louder, doesnt mean everyone else will have to beckon at your feet in awe of your power and might.

to kill you with love? i have been, and have tried. and of course, i got the response as expected but you take it for granted that i'd be your smiling fool when u need someone to vent your fustrations on. i have taken your unreasonable baseless judgements at face value, its time you take some of mine.

i dont even understand what makes you stay. its as if you're extremely delighted in coming back to this office day after day. you get a promotion, i dont see you getting a pay raise. so if it's an empty title and cheap labour you're willing to get exploited for, go ahead, be my guest. but its strange, because you are an intelligent lady, that we all know, though with a desperate need for more EQ. and trust me, in this place, thats not something you can learn. you may beg to differ, you may say its part of being professional, how on earth then, do you build rapport with someone with your non existent EQ level. tsk.

you always say you've got no time for this and that. you always say you're perpertually busy, too many things on hand. i'd say you're clearly not cut for the managerial seat. delegate! hand out work and not function like how our boss does. make time for yourself. if not, you'd be fulfilling the visual in my head - you, old and haggard, looking back at nothingness in your life that you've built up over the past 20 years. yup. thats you, not me, coz i'm leaving, i'm getting out of here, i'm setting it straight, i'm gonna jam pack my life, and i'm gonna look back and smile, and not regret.

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