its a sunday thing..

that i remember ive got a blog to keep. this is honestly getting difficult to upkeep. i cant even remember what drove me to update my blog as often as i did before.

its Easter Sunday, and its hot and sunny as expected. i remembered sharing with Serene on friday why it'd always rain on Good Friday. and it was true. it poured! out of nowhere. a play of faith there, id say.

i seem to have a ton of things on hand, a list of things i want to get done before i move on with the upcoming week but i cant seem to get down to doing it. I've got Ben's birthday to plan for which is coming up on Wed and i still aint sure where to start. urgh. its getting rather fustrating but i'd hang in there, somehow or other.

we had a really good talk on MOnday though, we were on the phone for hours and it has been a long time since it last happened. seems like just yesterday when he first called. haha. scary how time flies. Lionel just told me he found his 'heart' earned money tucked away in some dark corner of his drawer. i folded that 10dollar heart when we were like in year 2! say, 3 years ago? :D how delightful. i bet i used mine, or its in some wallet chucked away somewhere. that leaves us with hongzhen, the next, and last person who would have a 'heart' earned 10 bucks but knowing him, he probably had used it. ;)

i think the past 2 weeks went by pretty quickly. no, not because im getting old and my memory's failing me, i just dont remember much of what had happened, nothing really significant caught my attention to note down. i can barely recall what i did last week even, apart from swinging our arms out at westcoast park last last sat (7th apr) after the camp vision briefing and watching lagaan late at my place. who starts on a 3 hour bollywood movie at 11pm? wait, 3.5 hrs to be exact! haha. i know serene would kill if she read this. but hey, even you fell asleep half way through and i had to lug you out of the couch and into the shower before you climbed into bed. i know its probably a good, though cliche show, i really had the intent to finish it before succumbing to slumber, really! but i bet it was the mac and cheese that kio had drugged, and topped up with a lot of salt to cover the taste, which killed us both. haha.

i remember meeting up with sunand at dubliner that tuesday, caught the date movie and down to the living room after that. its strange how we never have dinner when we meet up. its as if we need the alcohol to kick in faster. haha. who knows, really.

i went for lunchtime service on wednesday for the first time. pastor chris from ARPC was speaking. he's a good speaker, but i gotta admit i wasnt paying attention half the time. i was so exhausted, even the typical seminar room seats seemed comfy. had lunch at the marche wanna be place at chinasquare and got back to office really really late. took about 2hours off for lunch. cathei almost blew her brains out at me. almost, because i know she would have loved to but probably couldnt spare some to throw out at me. her tiny frame really wouldnt hold much inside already. tsk! haha.

even though serene and kio were over again on wed night, i convenient fell asleep on them whilst watching breakfast at tiffany's. i told u i was tired! but still, i know.

it was our 20th month anniversary on monday, we wanted to go to the club for a swim before his membership expired, but we ended up couch potatoing instead. could have used the time betterhowever, but thats alright. tuesday was down to AMK for the home visit, which i completely missed out on. sat at the playground waiting for the 2 instead of being a part of it. just felt so anti. like it needed a little more energy, more than what i could offer, to interact with the kids. i really enjoyed supper at the central with partner and all though, just didnt feel like i was up to it to be hyper and crazy with the kids.

went for lunchservice again on wed. Pastor Chris spoke about the Da vinci code. serene came along, and it was good coz she knew a load more about the book than me. so she stood in as my filler, to inform where i lacked. sunand accompanied me down to the club since he was headed to town anyway. joined the boys for training, no, not to play of course. damien was being his usual self, and it was fun, i havent seen the club people for so long! cant wait for this years season again, though ben would hardly be a part of it this year since hes headed for rehab.

had dinner with serene at our favourite thai place on thursday and rushed back for maundy thursday service. and friday was spent brainlessly in front of the tv after service. thankfully i had kio and serene to drag me out for XLB at holland. even though the night was spent driving aimlessly around for 2 hours settling for coffee at starbucks in the end.

if i hadnt mentioned, i banged into a motorcyclist that same night. he was cutting out into my lane and iw as on the phone with kio. thankfully, we were all really slow since it was a red light. i bashed into his shoulder with my side view mirror and i got really freaked out. he was ok of course, but he kept banging on my window and showing me the finger, and fist and all. scary.

just when we thought we had nothing left to do together, we randomly decided that we should go groom our eyebrows on sat. haha. poor kio had to get it waxed. so funny, and spontaneous, i must add. we spent the entire afternoon at brekos before it happened. say, it was in celebration of my resignation :) had to rush home to meet yyong and all at home. feel kinda bad leaving them to rot without me at home.

i think its time to set my priorities right. more often than not, i get too caught up in the moment with some people, i neglect the rest. and it aint good. maybe its part of my nature to procrastinate. like, ah, they can wait. id tend to them later, but it really calls for a change. its time to set some things right, and do the things that i should have done a long time ago. say, cleaning my half rotting fish tank would be a good start ;)