weekday nothingness, weekends what nots.. (Part II)

i shall be a good girl and not let anger get the better of me. it shall not control me! hmmph! u evil one, thinking u can get me down by a long long post, i mean..a long long long long very very long post...by deleting it! let me say it again..I WILL NOT LET MY ANGER CONTROL ME!
hmmph!!!

where was i....yes...crosslink..read the post below if u havent, then ud get this.

i felt Gods prompting to give up drinking. i mean, i know it aint good, and it does nothing in setting me apart from others, other nonchristians that is. there needs to be changes in my life and these changes have to be permanant. it should no longer be a, i feel like i need God now, yes God i will listen....for now. no! uh uh..not this time. having to drink is one thing, the bible didnt say drinking was bad. people did wine last time. and though ive never really felt the effects of alcohol in my body, apart from the numbness, the excessive peeing and perhaps, feeling alittle tipsy, it still aint good! especially when im the one who initiates it most of the time. drinking in excess not only kills my liver, it stumbles people as well. so i guess coffee will do for now..haha..yes, coffee in excesss..haha..surprised? haha, i'd need strength to honour my word..

we had a time of sharing and prayer in our own CGs. i felt so old! everyone was talking and asking for time management, for discipline to study and preparation for exams, obedience to obey school rules. i was like, uh..i uh..need a job. haha. and elroi happily said..starbucks need people! u could work there! hahaha..i almost fell off the chair in laughing fits. my point proven, coffee will do me good for now..hahhaa...

christine dragged me for dinner though i tried my best to get out of it at first. i dont regret going. i miss being amongst people i used to be so close to. i miss their companionship. and i havent laughed as hard as i did in a long long time. dinner was fun, dinner was stupidly fun, talking about christine's prom and what nots. haha. and then there was arcade. yay for arcade! though christine insisted that her skills had vanished. and that a third of her life had vanished along with it because she no longer is as good as she was last time. haha. i miss splurging on arcade. i miss being a kid all again. dont worry girl, we will do arcade on a weekly basis. we will find that missing third of yrs soon! haha. and u will get better at bishiebashie but definately not as good as the undefeatable reigning champ aka glor! haha. yay! u can reign for airhockey, bishiebashie's taken! haha

we played really really dumb games too! not forgetting the jap drum game.

ahha..so fun!was supposed to meet the rest for coffee at starbucks, (coffee again, i know..haha) but didnt since we couldnt decide where to head to first. or whether i should just stay over. had to drop crystal off at bukit timah anyway. headed back to town after and still couldnt quite decide. so i decided to drive us back home first. i love driving the rav4. or any SUVs for that matter. makes u feel as if ure the king of the road since ure so high up. literally, that is. haha...driving the corrolla doesnt do that to u. haha.. neither does ur dad's back breaking neck stiffening volks bora work too. haha. its been such a long time since ive driven that car. the last time i was in the drivers seat was before i had my license! haha. i shall work towards getting that jeep, or perhaps, that mini hummer that they just brought in. ah thanks girlie..u know what to get me for christmas dont u..haha..

got back home, fed everyone and we realised how battered baby's leg was. had to hold him down to clean him up but he was in so much pain we decided to leave it. the funny thing was that there wasnt an open wound. hopefully it aint something internal. i dont have the money for ur xray and vet bills anymore. i will find a job though..hang in there baby! haha. grabbed church clothes and off we went! christine had to head home so she didnt allow me to go find u guys. too bad..haha..

i missed staying over girlie..i miss my side of the bed and having to vie for the bolster though we no longer have to anymore since there are two. i miss the feeling of jumping in bed after a nice cold shower since ud probably spay me if i touched ur bed without a shower. i missed slapping pup's head everytime i walked past her in the kitchen. and shushing the birdies by blowing at their feathers to see them fluff up. haha. i miss springing squishy too! i miss having to find my toothbrush pink after ur dad had sterilised it. and all the wrestles we've had and having lance over. haha. and all the random stuff we do at night and the late night talks and what nots..i love u girlie!

sunday was a bad no-no. i was awoken at such an unearthly hour. it was horrid though i must compliment, ure probably the only person in the 'ho' (haha..sorry..just had to) wide world who has the patience, or rather, the capability in waking me up gently with absolutely no screaming, tugging, slapping, jergens bottling, tennnis racqueting involved. haha..maybe thats why ure my best friend. haha..

aunty densie is no longer surprised at my presence early on sunday mornings. she doesnt get a shock seeing me drag my feet out of ur room anymore. no fun. well maybe, ive finally gained residency permit at ur place. shes just too used to it!

i was surprisingly awake during service. which was good! for once that is. i told God i wanna please Him in all that i do. so i kept my eyes wide awake though the main reason was probably coz alex chng wasnt speaking. haha..though his own version of the english language usually keeps me up. haha.

we skipped youth since we were so late coz we picked up breakfast and the cds after 8oclock servive. we got back in time for the fire drill tho. haha...lunch with singee and the rest was fun. especially having to drag amos and jamers and christine to shop for ai's tankini. hahaha..and yes, another round of arcade, we had. and i am still the reigning bishiebashie champ. yayy!

training after was so fun! ive never been for training at one tree hill. the new retriever's such a fluffball. and he looks like a sheep skin rug when he lies on the floor. haha. though he was such a whiner. so cute. and pup was locked in. poor girl..but too bad since shes mutated into a no nonsence dog. hee..i took a dog for advance class. so fun. haha. too bad i aint have no dog to experiment on. didnt know they could response so well to hand signals. so cool. i guess id just have to make do with baby..muahaha..

sat around with bob leslie and christine after class. it just made me want a dog more. but i guess baby rules the household for now. and mom wouldnt be too pleased anyway. i will get one...soon that is! 2008...haha..yeah!

had family time after that though i was so so sleepy. mom says we'd probably move in 2008 coz she presumes that we'd be done and leading our own lives by then. that means, she would expect me to move out by then. hopefully marrying me off. haha. and since pop would have retired by then, we can no longer stay here anymore since it is church property after all. ican never understand how WSCS or any church ministry for that matter can be so money minded..bahh.. human nature perhaps. who wants to take me in after 2008?

drove to bens after sending bro and angie home. drove there to pray with him for his new job at jonty's that starts today. hope everything goes well..hope the sudden time reduction with each other doesnt show..we'd wait and see..